hEre tO StAy......

This time, taking it away
I've got a problem
With me getting in the way
Not by design
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain (bleed, bleed)

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fuked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot grieve anymore
For once inside awaking
I'm done, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything
and, Oh I cannot give anymore

My mind's done with this
Okay, I've got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back what's mine
So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein (Pain, Pain)

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fuked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot grieve anymore
For once inside awaking
I'm done, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything
and, Oh I cannot give anymore

I'm here to stay (bring it down)
I'm here to stay (bring it down)
I'm here to stay
Bring it down
Bring it down
Gonna break it down
Gonna break it down
GONNA BREAK IT!

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fuked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot grieve anymore
For once inside awaking
Oh God, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything
and, Oh I cannot give anymore

Give anymore
Give anymore