Wasting away....

The only thing i regret was acting the way i did, i see that now, i acted like a dick, and im sorry for that, really but hey the time of wasting life is over, why should we fight for things that should never happen...like waiting for someone to make up their mind or working toward a future that never comes...live for the now, not the past and the future, cause that would sort its self out, you determine your mind-set, your mood and how you want to feel about the happenings around you...things are never as complicated as it seems it only becomes so, when we need to make decisions that we don't want to, so the question is if we didn’t want to make the decision in the first place why think it. We become so entangled in the need to want to make these hard decisions that in the end everything changes based on something that never changed. Only perceptions of the things we see and understand change, as much as we think we change we never do, what you are is who you will always be, and when you are found out, you run away and make changes thinking that you have changed but really now, take a hard look at yourself and you'll realise that the person you see in the mirror is the same. We start afresh being around new people who don't know us so we can create a perception of oneself to them, but as life is a cycle, you'll always come back to the start unless you learn to accept everything, not blindly but just accept…i had gone through these cycles of questioing and di-belief, but not anymore