Sigh!

i feel like my life ahs been one long dream, nothing feels real, such an odd feeling to have...empty yet beautiful, i can't really put into words how i got to this state i guess it's an accumulation of everything, it feels like sitting on a park bench watching everyone around you fly by at the speed of light while you struggle to move, much like the feeling i get when i listen to the song below..don't know if i'm happy or sad...don't know anymore