How does one feel happy? when all the things one wants is gone, do we try to fill our time with needless things like shopping, and drinking and television, fitness, and all things material? to avoid reality. Happiness to me is the same as sadness, not in a in a sense there is no difference, there is so much of shit going on in the world that just thinking bout it makes my want to die, like poverty and death, rape, inhumanity, natural disaster's, war, what the fuck is up with the world, i know there that creation is spawned from destruction but hey, this is ridiculous and through all of this we are to find happiness? then we find it and then we let it go, how sickening.
No, my love after all the things i put you through i don't think happiness is owed to me, the one beautiful constant in my life was the one thing i didn't see up until now. To treat someone the way i treated you, made me like everyone i hated, and i don't blame you at all, its was all me...i have no excuses or reasons otherwise, can't believe i was so blind towards the end im sori, il be saying that till the end of time, hey...
But that said we can't change the fact that the world will always be beautiful as it always was......
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