Thursday, 26 April 2007

rEMeMber This oNE - i never forgot

ARTIST : Live
SONG : Dance With You


Sittin' on the beach
The island king of love
Deep in Fijian Seas
Deep in some blissful dream
Where the goddess finally sleeps
In the lap of her lover
Subdued in all her rage
And I'm aglow with the taste of the demons driven out
And happily replaced with the presence of real love
The only one who saves

I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
The karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
And lead us back to a world we would not face

The stillness in your eyes
Convinces me that I
I don't know a thing
And I been around the world and I've tasted all the wines
A half a billion times came sickened to your shores
You show me what this life is for

I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
The karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
And lead us back to a world we would not face

In this altered state
Full of so much pain and rage
You know we got to find a way to let it go

Sittin' on the beach
The island king of love
Deep in Fijian Seas
Deep in the heart of it all where the goddess finally sleeps
After eons of war and lifetimes
She smilin' and free, nothin' left
But a cracking voice and a song, oh lord

I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
The karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
And lead us back to a world we would not face
We would not face
We would not face
We would not face
We would not face
We would not face

rEMinDEr....?

Starting from scratch again is never easy, buit hey we have to do it every now and then cause it tells us we are alive or reminds us more so...

The significant Problems We Have Cannot Be Solved
at the same level of think with which we created them
[Albert Einstein]

Monday, 23 April 2007

dREaMiNG oF yOu




ARTIST : the coral
SONG : dreaming of you



Whats up with my heart when it skips a beat? (skips a beat)
Can't feel no pavement right under my feet (under my feet)

Up in my lonely room (my room)
When I'm dreaming of you
Oh what can I do
I still need you, but
I don't want you now

When I'm down and my hands are tied (hands are tied)
I cannot reach a pen for me to draw the line (draw the line)
From this pain I just can't disguise (can't disguise)
Its gonna hurt but I'll have to say goodbye (say goodbye)

Up in my lonely room (my room)
When I'm dreaming of you
Oh what can I do
I still need you, but
I dont want you now

Oh yeah

Ohhhhhhhh Oh-Ohhhhh Oh-Ohhhhhh Oh-Oh Oh-OOhhhh

Up in my lonely room (my room)
When I'm dreaming of you
Oh what can I do
I still need you, but
I dont want you now

back home then

i feel so lost and unsettled and its funny cause i have moved around so much in the six months living out of a bag, but it kool though, keep you going i guess, i was only away for bout a mnth and a half but just landing here brings back all the old memories, everything just comes back to u, but im stoned now, so ill think im just rambling on , so later

Friday, 20 April 2007

SuMmEr LoVin'


LeaViNg oN a jETpLAne...

Back to S,A then, well what can you do? but this time is very different i can feel it, very bittersweet.......my time here was brilliant though, really good.

gLYceRiNe




ARTIST : Bush
SONG : Glycerine



Must be your skin I'm sinking in
must be for real cuz now I can feel
and I didn't mind
it's not my kind
it's not my time to wonder why
everything's gone white
and everything's gray
now you're here now you're away
I don't want this
remember that
I'll never forget where you're at

don't let the days go by
glycerine X2

I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
are you at one
or do you lie
we live in a wheel
where everyone steals
but when we rise it's like strawberry fields
if I treated you bad
you bruise my face
couldn't love you more
you got a beautiful taste

don't let the days go by
could have been easier on you
I couldn't change though I wanted to
should have been easier by three
our old friend fear and you and me

glycerine X2
don't let the days go by
glycerine
don't let the days go by
glycerine X2
oh, glycerine
glycerine
And she falls around me

I needed you more
when we wanted us less
I could not kiss just regress
it might just be
clear simple and plain
well, that's just fine
that's just one of my names

don't let the days go by
could've been easier on you, you, you

Thursday, 19 April 2007

hEMoRrhAgE ( iN mY hANds)





ARTIST : Feul
SONG : Hemmorrhage(In My Hands)


Memories are just where you laid them
Drag the waters till the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find
Was there something you left behind
Don't you remember anything i said when i said

Chorus:
Don't fall away
And leave me to myself
Don't fall away
And leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands again
And leave love bleeding in my hands
In my hands
Love lies bleeding

Hold me now I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you've left to go
She cries her life is like
Some movie black and white
Dead actors faking lines
Over and over and over again she cries

Chorus

And I wanted
You turned away
You don't remember
But i do
You never even tried

Don't fall away...

hEy


Wednesday, 18 April 2007

hANd iN mY pOCket [its been ages]




ARTIST : Alanis Morissette
SONG : Hand In My Pocket



I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five
I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
And what it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign
I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chickenshit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano
And what it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab

Romeo + Juliet (vERy CuTE sONg)




ARTIST : The Cardigans
SONG : Lovefool


Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
you love me no longer, I know
and maybe there is nothing
that I can do to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
that I ought just stick to another man
a man that surely deserves me
but I think you do!

So I cry, and I pray and I beg

Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

Lately I have desperately pondered,
spent my nights awake and I wonder
what I could have done in another way
to make you stay
Reason will not pledge a solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
as long as you don't go

So I cry, I pray and I beg

Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

(anything but you)

Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
Love me love me
I know that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

sCisSOrs..daNgErOUs sTuFf

QUotE oF tHE dAy

"Fuk off with your sofa units and strine green stripe patterns, I say never be complete, I say stop being perfect, I say let... lets evolve, let the chips fall where they may."
[Tyler Durden]

sometimes we just need to let go and not be afraid to not have no clue it's the best part of life, it's called living...

Che gUeVAra -the most famous pic in the world


In 1956 in Mexico, Guevara joined Fidel Castro's revolutionary 26th of July Movement, which seized power in Cuba in 1959. After serving in various important posts in the new government and writing a number of articles and books on the theory and practice of guerrilla warfare, Guevara left Cuba in 1965 with the intention of fomenting revolutions first in Congo-Kinshasa, and then in Bolivia, where he was captured in a military operation supported by the CIA and the U.S. Army Special Forces. Guevara was summarily executed by the Bolivian Army, in the town of La Higuera near Vallegrande on October 9, 1967.
After his death, Guevara became an icon of socialist revolutionary movements worldwide. An Alberto Korda photo of him (shown) has received wide distribution and modification. The Maryland Institute College of Art called this picture "the most famous photograph in the world and a symbol of the 20th century.

Tuesday, 17 April 2007

aLiVE ]-----





ARTIST : Pearl Jam
SONG : Alive


Son, she said, have I got a little story for you
What you thought was your daddy was nothin but a...
While you were sittin home alone at age thirteen
Your real daddy was dyin, sorry you didnt see him,
but Im glad we talked...

Oh i, oh, Im still alive
Hey, i, i, oh, Im still alive
Hey i, oh, Im still alive
Hey...oh...

Oh, she walks slowly, across a young mans room
She said Im ready...for you
I cant remember anything to this very day
cept the look, the look...
Oh, you know where, now I cant see, I just stare...

I, Im still alive
Hey i, but, Im still alive
Hey i, boy, Im still alive
Hey i, i, i, Im still alive, yeah
Ooh yeah...yeah yeah yeah...oh...oh...

Is something wrong, she said
Well of course there is
Youre still alive, she said
Oh, and do I deserve to be
Is that the question
And if so...if so...who answers...who answers...

I, oh, Im still alive
Hey i, oh, Im still alive
Hey i, but, Im still alive
Yeah i, ooh, Im still alive
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

3SoME.....


iSland iN tHe sUN.....aNYOne?






ARTIST : Weezer
SONG : Island In The Sun

hip hip
hip hip

When you're on a holiday
You can't find the words to say
All the things that come to you
And I wanna feel it too

On an island in the sun
We'll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can't control my brain

hip hip
hip hip

When you're on a golden sea
You don't need no memory
Just a place to call your own
As we drift into the zone

On an island in the sun
We'll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can't control my brain

We'll run away together
We'll spend some time forever
We'll never feel bad anymore

hip hip
hip hip

On an island in the sun
We'll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can't control my brain

We'll run away together
We'll spend some time forever
We'll never feel bad any more

Hip Hip

We'll never feel bad anymore
(hip hip)
No no
(hip hip)
We'll never feel bad anymore
(hip hip)
on an island in the sun

Monday, 16 April 2007

--<[OpEN yOur EyES]>--






ARTIST : Guano Apes
SONG : Open YOur Eyes




Hide your face forever
Dream and search forever

Have you ever been for sale ?
When your isms get smart
Oh so selfish and mindless
With that comment in your eye

Do you think that you are hard ?
Really harder than the other
Man youre acting cold
If you are not in charge

Dont split your mentality
Without thinking twice
Your voice has got no reason
Now is the time to face your lies

Open your eyes, open your mind
Proud like a God dont pretend to be blind
Trapped in yourself, break out instead
Beat the machine that works in your head

Will you offer me some tricks
If I ever need them
Would you go into that room
If I call em

Do you think that you are better
Really better than the rest
Realize theres a problem
I know that you can give your best

Have you ever had a dream?
Or is life just a trip?
A trip without chances
A chance to grow up quick

Open your eyes, open your mind ...

Hide your face forever
Dream and search forever
Night and night you feel nothing
Theres no way outside of my land

Open your eyes, open your mind ...

bUSh vs. HitLer


WhAt a CROck Of sHyt....

do any of you guys follow your stars religiously? i mean its kool and shyt but sometimes too vague...but every now and then you get a pick-me-upper, even though you know its a crock of shit.

cREep...

All I Ever wanted in life was for someone to hold me and tell me everthing is gonna
be okay, cause i got so used to doing it for everyone else, that i forgot what it felt like. But i guess sometimes the best person to do so, is yourself....[SeTh]
.
.
.
.
ARTIST : Radiohead
SONG : Creep

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out again
She's running out
She runs runs runs runs...
runs...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

Sunday, 15 April 2007

gOt MiLk?

"Does God want goodness or the choice of goodness? Is a man who chooses to be bad perhaps in some way better than a man who has the good imposed upon him?"

tHis aiN't wORkiNG--->


mOnSteR








ARTIST : The Automatic
SONG : Monster



Brain fried tonight through misuse
Through misuse, through misuse
You can't avoid static abuse
Abuse, abuse

Without these pills you're let loose
You're let loose, you're let loose
Take off, get out, no excuse
No excuse, no excuse

What's that coming over the hill
Is it a monster? Is it a monster?
What's that coming over the hill
Is it a monster? Is it a monster?
What's that coming over the hill
Is it a monster? Is it a monster?
What's that coming over the hill?

Confused, mind bruised, it seeps out
It seeps out, it seeps out
Face down, home town looks so grey
Looks so grey, looks so grey

Convexed you bend, twist and shout
Twist and shout, twist and shout
Stand up brush off get moving
Get moving, get moving

What's that coming over the hill
Is it a monster? Is it a monster?
(x4)

Face down, home town, face down, home town
Face down, home town, it looks so grey
(x4)

What's that coming over the hill
Is it a monster? Is it a monster?

Saturday, 14 April 2007

tODay.......


Today has been a good day. What else is there to say.... Well it's final i'll be back home next friday, sad to leave but what can i do...i have decided to finish my degree and then come back to london to lecture english, all you need here is a dregree of some sort to do it, thats so kool, the difference bet SA and london, finally feel as though i have directiion in life again, feels good hey...

i hAVe nO mOUth aND i mUst sCrEaM


Friday, 13 April 2007

mY aNGel GaBriEL






Artist: Lamb
Song: Gabriel

I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel Gabriel

I can love
But I need his heart
I am strong even on my own
But from him I never want to part
He's been there since the very start
My angel Gabriel
My angel Gabriel

Bless the day he came to be
Angel's wings carried him to me
Heavenly
I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel Gabriel
My angel Gabriel
My angel Gabriel

Thursday, 12 April 2007

Sigh!

i feel like my life ahs been one long dream, nothing feels real, such an odd feeling to have...empty yet beautiful, i can't really put into words how i got to this state i guess it's an accumulation of everything, it feels like sitting on a park bench watching everyone around you fly by at the speed of light while you struggle to move, much like the feeling i get when i listen to the song below..don't know if i'm happy or sad...don't know anymore

tHiS LoVE



Perhaps one of the greatest, haunting songs ever written...for me that is...try to give it a listen if you can.


Artist: Craig Armstrong ft Elizabeth Fraser
Song: This love


This love
This love is a strange love
In that it can lift a love
This love

This love
I think I'm gonna fall again
And ever when you held the hand
And turn 'em in your fingers, love

This love
Now rehearsed we stay, love
Doesn't know it is love
This love

This love
Doesn't have to feel love
Doesn't care to be love
It doesn't mean a thing
This love

This love loves love
It's a strange love, strange love

This love
This love
This love is a strange love, strange love
I'm gonna fall again love
Doesn't mean a thing
Think I'm gonna fall again
This Love

Bulimia...


tONiGht, tOniGHt......





ARTIST : The Smashing Pumpkins
SONG : TOnight, Tonight

Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel
Believe, believe in me, believe
That life can change, that you're not stuck in vain
We're not the same, we're different tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight
And you know you're never sure
But you're sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade in your city by the lake
The place where you were born
Believe, believe in me, believe
In the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe there's not a chance tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight
We'll crucify the insincere tonight
We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
We'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
The indescribable moments of your life tonight
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight

thE StRip'd OnE-feEL AbiT iNcOMpLetE


WheRE iS mY MiNd?


-though of the day-
'If the essence of my being has caused a smile to have appeared upon your face or a touch of joy within your heart. Then in living - I have made my mark'
[Thomas L Odem]

ARTIST : The Pixies
SONG : Where Is My Mind?


Ooooooh - stop

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind [3x]

Way out in the water
See it swimmin'

I was swimmin' in the Caribbean
Animals were hiding behind the rocks
Except the little fish
But they told me, he swears
Tryin' to talk to me to me to me

Where is my mind [3x]

Way out in the water
See it swimmin' ?

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
If there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind [3x]

Ooooh
With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Ooooh
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Ooooh
Ooooh

LoVE tHe hAiR....


Wednesday, 11 April 2007

SwALLoWed





ARTIST : Bush
SONG : Swallowed

Warm sun, feed me up and I'm leery loaded up
Loathing for a change
And I slip some boil away
Swallowed followed, heavy about everything
But my love

Swallowed sorrowed
I'm with everyone and yet not just wanted
to be myself
hey you said that you would love to try some
hey you said you would love to die some
in the middle of a worm on a fish hook
you're the wave you're the wave you're the wave

Swallowed borrowed
Heavy about everything
But my love
Swallowed hollowed
Sharp about everyone
But yourself
Swallowed oh no
I'm with every one and yet not
I'm with everyone and you're not
I'm on everyone and yet
Piss on self-esteem
Forward Busted knee
Sick head
Blackened lungs
And I'm a simple selfish son

Swallowed followed
Swallowed oh no
I'm with everyone and yet not
Got to get away from here
I miss the one that I love a lot
I miss the one that I love a lot

cOnTinUeD


ChEeKy LiTtle tHiNG....


Sori for the quality again, it's ridiculus taking these pic's with a cam cause the light is never right...but if you click on the pic it gets much clearer....

hApPiNeSs?[for my possum]

How does one feel happy? when all the things one wants is gone, do we try to fill our time with needless things like shopping, and drinking and television, fitness, and all things material? to avoid reality. Happiness to me is the same as sadness, not in a in a sense there is no difference, there is so much of shit going on in the world that just thinking bout it makes my want to die, like poverty and death, rape, inhumanity, natural disaster's, war, what the fuck is up with the world, i know there that creation is spawned from destruction but hey, this is ridiculous and through all of this we are to find happiness? then we find it and then we let it go, how sickening.

No, my love after all the things i put you through i don't think happiness is owed to me, the one beautiful constant in my life was the one thing i didn't see up until now. To treat someone the way i treated you, made me like everyone i hated, and i don't blame you at all, its was all me...i have no excuses or reasons otherwise, can't believe i was so blind towards the end im sori, il be saying that till the end of time, hey...

But that said we can't change the fact that the world will always be beautiful as it always was......

Tuesday, 10 April 2007

tO bE cOntiNUed


bEiNG aLiVE -[aint it beautiful]

life is such an amazing gift hey, its beautiful, all you need do is stop and take it all in...and you'll see the things u take for granted everyday, the people, surroundings, well just about damn near everything ...i love it
so smile...and be happy your alive.

jUSt sOme raMBLinS

[aY iT's dARk]

as dark as the cold soot in the fire place
thicker than the tar in my lungs
a blindman would stumble over stones in here

[Voices]

They try to convince me of everything untrue
Awful things, evil things, things I would never
think Constantly hearing them for peace I yearn
They make the very essence of my soul burn.

[mY LiFe iN 7 wOrDs]

Fall
Shatter
Break

Pieces

Rebuild
Restart
Repeat.

Fall...
Shatter...
Break...

Pieces...

Rebuild...
Restart...
Repeat....

mY liFE, iN 7 wORds?
bY [SeTh]

A SeLf Portrait




an attempt at a self portrait, what do you think? really getting back into the art thing, sometimes the process of creation can be like your best friend always there to listen and its a nice way to pass the time, hey?

Monday, 09 April 2007

Scooby-Doo?

Smile...

this is a classic that make me cry everytime i hear it, it's been covered by so many singers....

SONG : Smile

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, whats the use of crying
Youll find that life is still worthwhile

Sunday, 08 April 2007

mmmmmmmmm....

i really miss you...hey
i still can, can't i?
miss you, that is?
all i can say is...
...i'm sorry for fukin
up ur life...really

okay first attempt

okay guys this is the first character sketch of a character in my comic book, her name so far is molly, tell me what you think of it, the photo is a bit shyt i know but its too big to scan so...comments are welcome though.


My Chemical Romance [REVIEW]


My Chemical Romance
“I Don't Love You”
[Reprise; 2006]

*****

For all the talk of MCR's newfound love of 1970s rock operas and leukemia shortcuts, the most Maxell-tastic blow-dryer-to-the-face track on their new gloomsday LP is firmly rooted in the hair-raising 80s. Heck yeah, it's the band's first proper power ballad and, well, they should definitely think about writing dozens more. Like, tomorrow. Everything's here: the two-tick guitar scratch right before the hook, the muskrat-in-a-trap yelping, the "ahhhh" heaven's gate back-ups, the super-neat Slash-style solo, the take-it-down break, the eat-the-sky big finish. By the book, and better for it. Sure, it starts off exactly like "Yellow", which seems lame after a zillion soccer-dad spins but-- don't get it fuck'd-up-- "Yellow" is classic power ballad, too. Bonus: The lyrics are actually kinda sorta great. Chronicling the final throes of a relationship, Gerard Way puts on an arena snarl for the chorus: "When you go, would you even turn to say, I don't love you like I loved you yesterday." Put that cell phone down and pick up a Bic-- this one deserves the real thing.

ARTIST : My Chemical Romance
SONG : I Don't Love You

When you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

Saturday, 07 April 2007

Friday, 06 April 2007

Scott's

well got back from Scotland today, kool place the people are very friendly, the clubs are very pagan, went on some horror tours brilliant stuff hey, also for the first time in 8 years i sang at the open mic at this club called twinkle-binkkies, well this German dude played the guitar while i sang, (still haven't gotten over that fear yet) was some scary shyt, but fuk what a rush, forgot what it was like to be in front of a crowd... did karma police...and then Mr Jones by the Counting Crows, funny how even though there is such a language barrier amongst all the foreigners here, music still remains the universal language. As you might imagine that made me very popular for that night, got so hammered drinks were flowing like mothers milk,..felt free after a long time of thinking i was, i see alot of changes ahead...do things right time time round, why the fuk not...all in all what a beautiful place, so relaxing and the air is crisp and refreshing, nice place to clear ones head and there is so much of history and big patches of grassy mountains, and shyt like that..put some pics up soon....

Good Stuff

Artist : Radiohead
SONG : Karma Police

Karma police, arrest this man
He talks in maths
He buzzes like a fridge
He's like a detuned radio

Karma police, arrest this girl
Her Hitler hairdo is
Making me feel ill
And we have crashed her party

This is what you get
This is what you get
This is what you get when you mess with us

Karma Police
I've given all I can
It's not enough
I've given all I can
But we're still on the payroll

This is what you get
This is what you get
This is what you get when you mess with us

And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself
And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself

For for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself
For for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself
Phew, for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself

ARTIST : Counting Crows
SONG : Mr Jones

Sha la la la la la la..... hmm, uh huh...

I was down at the New Amsterdam staring at this yellow-haired girl
Mr. Jones strikes up a conversation with a black-haired flamenco dancer
She dances while his father plays guitar
She's suddenly beautiful
We all want something beautiful
Man I wish I was beautiful
So come dance this silence down through the mornin'
Sha la la la la la la la yeah.. uh huh, yeah...
Cut up, Maria! Show me some of that Spanish dancin'
Pass me a bottle, Mr. Jones
Believe in me
Help me believe in anything
'Cause I wanna be someone who believes
Yeah...

Mr. Jones and me tell each other fairy tales
And we stare at the beautiful women
"She's looking at you. Ah, no, no, she's looking at me."
Smiling in the bright lights
Coming through in stereo
When everybody loves you, you can never be lonely

Well, I'm gonna paint my picture
Paint myself in blue and red and black and gray
All of the beautiful colors are very very meaningful
Yeah, well, you know gray is my favorite color
I felt so symbolic yesterday
If I knew Picasso
I would buy myself a gray guitar and play

Mr. Jones and me look into the future
Yeah, we stare at the beautiful women
"She's looking at you. I don't think so. She's looking at me."
Standing in the spotlight
I bought myself a gray guitar
When everybody loves me, I will never be lonely
I will never be lonely
Said I'm never gonna be lonely

I want to be a lion
E-Everybody wants to pass as cats
We all want to be big big stars, yeah, but we got different reasons for that
Believe in me 'cause I don't believe in anything
and I, I want to be someone to believe, to believe, to believe,yeah

Mr. Jones and me stumbling through the barrio
Yeah we stare at the beautiful women
"She's perfect for you, Man, there's got to be somebody for me."
I want to be Bob Dylan
Mr. Jones wishes he was someone just a little more funky
When everybody loves you, oh, son, that's just about as funky as you can be

Mr. Jones and me staring at the video
When I look at the television, I want to see me staring right back at me
We all wanna be big stars, but we don't know why and we don't know how
But when everybody loves me, I'm wanna be just about as happy as I could be
Mr. Jones and me, we're gonna be big stars.

Thursday, 05 April 2007

Nirvana - On A Plain






ARTIST : Nirvana
SONG : On A Plain

I'll start this off without any words
I got so high I scratched 'till I bled
I love myself better than you
I know it's wrong so what should I do?
The finest day that I've ever had
Was when I learned to cry on command
I love myself better than you
I know it's wrong so what should I do?

I'm on a plain, mmmm
I can't complain, mmmm
I'm on a plain, mmmm

My mother died every night
It's safe to say, don't quote me on that
I love myself better than you
I know it's wrong so what should I do?
The black sheep got blackmailed again
Forgot to put on the zip code
I love myself better than you
I know it's wrong so what should I do?

I'm on a plain, mmmm
I can't complain, mmmm
I'm on a plain, mmmm

Somewhere I have heard this before
In a dream my memory has stored
As a defence I'm neutered and spayed
What the hell am I trying to say?

It is now time to make it unclear
To write off lines that don't make sense
I love myself better than you
I know it's wrong so what should I do?
And one more special message to go
And then I'm done, and I can go home
I love myself better than you
I know it's wrong so what should I do?

I'm on a plain
I can't complain
I'm on a plain
I can't complain
I'm on a plain
I can't complain
I'm on a plain
I can't complain
I'm on a plain...

(fades out into):

Ooh Ooh
Ooh Ooh

Arms

Wednesday, 04 April 2007

Tuesday, 03 April 2007

off the scotland hey...

well after the sweet nightmares (not scary but un-nerving)of last night i think its time to move on i feel myself reborn in a sense, fuking beautiful, i realised how much fun i really am, again, so refeshing, started painting again as well as writing, getting my confidence back, the worst part of a breakup is the fact that you have to start all over again...but this time its a good start cause there is no other influences other than ourselves...

Monday, 02 April 2007

Wasting away....

The only thing i regret was acting the way i did, i see that now, i acted like a dick, and im sorry for that, really but hey the time of wasting life is over, why should we fight for things that should never happen...like waiting for someone to make up their mind or working toward a future that never comes...live for the now, not the past and the future, cause that would sort its self out, you determine your mind-set, your mood and how you want to feel about the happenings around you...things are never as complicated as it seems it only becomes so, when we need to make decisions that we don't want to, so the question is if we didn’t want to make the decision in the first place why think it. We become so entangled in the need to want to make these hard decisions that in the end everything changes based on something that never changed. Only perceptions of the things we see and understand change, as much as we think we change we never do, what you are is who you will always be, and when you are found out, you run away and make changes thinking that you have changed but really now, take a hard look at yourself and you'll realise that the person you see in the mirror is the same. We start afresh being around new people who don't know us so we can create a perception of oneself to them, but as life is a cycle, you'll always come back to the start unless you learn to accept everything, not blindly but just accept…i had gone through these cycles of questioing and di-belief, but not anymore

My chemical romance - Helena





ARTIST - My Chemical Romance
SONG - Helena

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

This is the last time

Once again my love has pulled a double take on me, left me in the lurch again, I'm tired of feeling this way with her, everytime she says something, i have to question it even if she says it with sincerity in her voice, but this time its clear to me that some facets of people don't change, and don't get me wrong I'm not in the least bit angry, just very disappointed.... so for real this time, forget bout me, and i will forget u...





ARTIST : Keane
SONG : This is the las time

This is the last time
That I will say these words
I remember the first time
The first of many lies
Sweep it into the corner
Or hide it under the bed
Say these things they go away
But they never do
Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

This is the last time
That I will show my face
One last tender lie
And then I'm out of this place
So tread it into the carpet
Or hide it under the stairs
Say that some things never die
Well I tried and I tried

Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I know I don't mind

Present


Sunday, 01 April 2007