Afraid of being alone?

I would like to think I'm fearless but i do have one fear which is actually a human instinct, the fear of being alone i am actually terrified by it. When your alone all your experiences and emotions don't really exist cause, how do you proove it to yourself? i have had this prob since i can remember...and usually get into relationships with people who aren't ready to experience what i can offer so you take the time to ease them into it and by the time you break trough, they leave so what have i actually achieved...for me fuck all. but hey i have learned to be that stepping stone for peeps and partners, i sound very condescending, but im not really.
Well i am putting it into a graphic novel, i'll start posting liks to it as soon a enought progress is made...keep an eye out for it, the cover is on the left-------->





ARTIST : The Cranberries
SONG : Just my Imagination


There was a game we used to play
We would hit the town on friday night
And stay in bed until sunday
We used to be so free
We were living for the love we had and
Living not for reality

It was just my imagination x3
There was a time I used to pray
I have always kept my faith in love
It’s the greatest thing from the man above
The game I used to play
I’ve always put my cards upon the table
Let it never be said that I’d be unstable

It was just my imagination x3

There is a game I like to play
I like to hit the town on friday night
And stay in bed until sunday
We’ll always be this free
We will be living for the love we have
Living not for reality

It was just my inagination x8