thought of the day

Iron rusts from disuse, stagnant water loses its purity, and in cold weather becomes frozen, even so does inaction sap the vigor of the mind.
[Leonardo Da Vinci]

the state of the world

THE STATE OF THE WORLD TODAY

Gary Johnston: I was just a boy when the infidels came to my village in their Blackhawk helicopters. The infidels fired at the oil fields and they lit up like the eyes of Allah. Burning oil rained down from the sky and cooked everything it touched. I could only hide myself and cry as my goats were consumed by the fiery black liquid death. In the midst of the chaos, I could swear that I heard my goats screaming for help. As quickly as they had come, the infidels were gone. It was on that day I put a jihad on them. And if you don't believe it, then you'd better kill me now, because I'll put a jihad on you, too.
Terrorist: I like you. You have balls. I like balls.
[Team America]
Time to have balls again hey.....

My dad can beat up your dad

shyt its already 5am later....

Yellow

not in a good mood today very blue or more like yellow...

ARTIST : Coldplay
SONG : Yellow


Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you

FAITH -Remember this one guys

Remember this night night guys, didn't know a skinny white dude and scrowny indian dude could scare off 'Serious Moshers' off a dance floor, well anything is possible....that was a gud nyt




ARTIST : Limp Bizkit
SONG : Faith



Well I guess it would be nice
If I could touch your body
I know not everybody
Has gotta body like me
But I gotta think twice
Before I give my heart away
And I know all the games you play
Because I play them too
Oh, but I need some time off
From that emotion
Time to pick my heart up off the floor
When that love comes down
Without devotion
Well it takes a strong man baby
But Im showin you that door

Cuz I gotta have faith
Gotta have faith [3x]

Baby, I know youre askin me to stay
Say please, please, please dont go away
Cuz youre givin me the blues
Baby, you mean every word you say
Cant help but think of yesterday
And another who tied me down to lover boy blues
Before this river becomes an ocean
Before you pick my heart up off the floor
When our love comes down
Without devotion
Well it takes a strong man baby
But Im showing you that door

I gotta have faith
Gotta have faith [3x]

Get the fuck up!
I gotta have faith
Faith [2x]

A New Day Has Begun

So guys im of to Scotland and Ireland for a couple of days and then guess what im gonna be back in SA by the end o the month, don't know how i fell bout that but seems like a better option the cost of living here is hectic so i have decided to finish my degree back at home (finally), londan is kool but i guess the company changes everything...location doesnt matter does it, i have done a lot of soul searching, and found out or accepted things that were always there, things i didn't realise before but hey once again it's too late to chance things so i can only better them, start again froiomstracth and hopefull not make the same mistakes again...that my mission nowadays to live all those things i always preach, cause when you been preachin to deaf ears for so long you tend to not nptive when someone listens...and some one did so hey thanks for that...

Treasure hunt

LOL Fag

In RoCk We tRUst

This was some kool Graffiti i saw the other day don't you love graffiti...freedom of expression...

Evil Prevails

They say, "Evil prevails when good men fail to act." What they ought to say is, "Evil prevails."

-[Lord Of War]-

This is so true of the world as it stands right now, now matter how much good there is, there will always be evil, the balance is always kept, so all we can do is accept it and move on, but hey its not that easy...you still have to choose a side, either way you are responsible for the opposite

Between a rock and a married women

Life is funny hey, one day all the things you thought were shit and were wrong, is the shit you'll be doing, things you always had and lost is what you want.... take my friend for instance, he has this problem. He has fallen in love, again, with an old flame- as its put...she feels the same way bout him...but the problem he has is that she is now married, only she knows if she is happy, he tells me that the sparks are still there between the two of them, cause they kissed and he felt it and the other thing is so did she and he actually feels hurt the she's not with him, another example of the harshness of life but isn't it beautiful, pain makes you feel more determined to go on in search of happiness, which i guess is all we do. The constant search for something that fills the void, but hey sometimes having 'the void' is all that keeps you alive... any ways back to this friend of mine,what advice do i give him, anyone?

'REGRET IS SOMETHING YOU ONLY REALISE THE NEXT DAY'

Spent the weekend getting trashed as usual, saw like 5 mins of The Underworld, the club then left...drinking lots of wine these days...wine is like mothers milk, sweet and easy to the pallet...

Beer...

Happy?

ARTIST : Mudvayne
SONG : Happy?



In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
Oh, this pressured center rising
My life overturned
Unfair the despare
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you
HAPPY?!
Are you
HAPPY?!

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
Whats my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Peel me from the skin
Peel me from the skin (this one is said by back up singer)
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from the bone (this one is said by back up singer)
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy NOW?

Does it make you happy?!
Are you feeling happy?!
Are you fuckin happy
Now that I'm lost left with nothing?!

The Underworld

A really kool place to check out

Comic Chess

The Bucket....

Remember this guys, well i haven't forgotten.....



ARTIST : The Kings Of Le0n
SONG : The Bucket


I'll be the one to show you the way
You'll be the one to always complain
Three in the morning come-a bang bang bang
All out of fags and I just can't wait
Cancel the thing that I said I'd do
I don't feel comfortable talkin' to you
'Less you got the zipper fixed on my shoe
Then I'll be in the lobby drinking for two

Eighteen
Balding
Star
Golden
Falling
Hard

Look at the shakies
What's with the blush?
Fresh off the plane in my fuzzy rush
Everyone's gathered to idolize me
I hate the way you talk your Japanese scream
It's been too long since I left the shed
You kick the bucket and I'll swing my legs
Always remember the pact that we made
Too young to die but old isn't great

Eighteen
Balding
Star
Golden
Falling
Hard

I'm-a gonna show the way
I'm-a gonna show the way
I'm-a gonna show the way

Eighteen
Balding
Star

Jesus

A Tribute to Fight Club

Slipknot - People = Shit

ARTIST : Slipknot
SONG : People = Shit





Here we go again, motherfucker

Come on down, and see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
Whats the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? get the fuck outta my face
Understand that I cant feel anything
It isnt like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound, like I got a fuckin
Gun against my head, you live when Im dead

One more time, mother fucker

Everybody hates me now, so fuck it
Bloods on my face and my hands, and i
Dont know why, Im not afraid to cry
But thats none of your business
Whose life is it? get it? see it? feel it? eat it?
Spin it around so I can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cuz I dont wanna die in this place

People = shit
People = shit (whatcha gonna do? )
People = shit (cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = shit (Im everything youll never be)
People = shit

It never stops - you cant be everything to everyone
Contagion - Im sittin at the side of satan
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it - dont tell me you blew it
Stop your bitchin and fight your way through it
Im - not - like - you - I - just - fuck - up

Cmon mother fucker, everybody has to die

People = shit
People = shit (whatcha gonna do? )
People = shit (cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = shit (Im everything youll never be)
People = shit

The Electric Ballroom

The ELectric Ballroom Is where im headed tonight, its massive and anything can happen there....it has become my sanctum when it come to clubs in london.

Http://www.electric-ballroom.co.uk

With a wide music policy spread out across three floors, from Hard Rock and Metal to Ska and Punk, all the very latest Brutal Riffs and Underground sounds, Sin City suits all your Alternative needs.

Level.1
ALTERNATIVE ROCK AND METAL!!! Everything from Marilyn Manson, My Chemical Romance, Prodigy, Pantera, System Of A Down, Tool, Beastie Boys, Slipknot, Rammestien and loads more!
With DJ's:
STEVIE.C (Sanctum)
TONY MADBALL(Vanity)
RIYAD (Wakizashi)
DEMONIC (Sanctum)
PLUS GUESTS!!

Level.2
CLASSIC & GLAM ROCK AND OLD SKOOL METAL!! Everything from AC/DC, Iron Maiden, Guns N Roses, Saxon, Motorhead, Anthrax and loads more!
With DJ's:
SHUFF (Decadence)
VIXXXEN (Sanctum)
PLUS GUESTS!!!

PLUS:
CAGE DANCERS - UK's TOP DJ's - PROMO NIGHTS - MASSIVE PA SYSTEM - LIVE BANDS - GUEST DJ's - PERFORMERS - PLUS MORE EVERY WEEK!!!

When: Friday Night
Time: 10:30pm till 03:00am
£5 w/print out of this page b4 11:30pm
£5 n.u.s. / full-tilt and S8UK members
£7 at all other times.
Dress Code: Dress to depress

For group bookings, please contact bookings@electricballroom.co.uk

In Memory off...

Today some years ago i lost a very close friend who ended a cycle of shyt and opened up my eyes, i was one of the lucky ones i guess.I will never forget you guys, especially you Zoey,i'm stil here to tell your story...im trying to
To Brownwyn - Deceased
To Mark - Deceased
To 'Bones' - Deceased
To Karen - Deceased
To 'Archie' - Deceased
To Shaun - Deceased
To Daniela - Deceased
To 'Spike' - Deceased
To Gail - Deceased
To Emma - Permanent Pyscosis
To 'CoCo'- Deceased
and finally To Zoey - Deceased

'In memoriam.These were comrades whom I had, there are no better. They remain in my mind, and the enemy will never be forgiven. The “enemy” was their mistake in playing. Let them play again, in some other way, and let them be happy.'
[Philip K. Dick - A Scanner Darkly]


REVIEW
The LA of a not-too-distant future suffers a surge of drug abuse involving a new ultra-addictive and eventually brain-damaging substance simply named "D". Bob Arctor is an undercover narc leading a double life, dutifully reporting to his superiors while effectively having abandoned whatever normal existence he had for a "D" user/dealer career. But this schizophrenic situation and the drug-induced memory and concentration lapses put Bob under mounting stress. Briliantly done
CAST:Keanu Reeves,Winona Ryder,Robert Downey Jr, Woody Harrelson,Rory Cochrane

Afraid of being alone?

I would like to think I'm fearless but i do have one fear which is actually a human instinct, the fear of being alone i am actually terrified by it. When your alone all your experiences and emotions don't really exist cause, how do you proove it to yourself? i have had this prob since i can remember...and usually get into relationships with people who aren't ready to experience what i can offer so you take the time to ease them into it and by the time you break trough, they leave so what have i actually achieved...for me fuck all. but hey i have learned to be that stepping stone for peeps and partners, i sound very condescending, but im not really.
Well i am putting it into a graphic novel, i'll start posting liks to it as soon a enought progress is made...keep an eye out for it, the cover is on the left-------->





ARTIST : The Cranberries
SONG : Just my Imagination


There was a game we used to play
We would hit the town on friday night
And stay in bed until sunday
We used to be so free
We were living for the love we had and
Living not for reality

It was just my imagination x3
There was a time I used to pray
I have always kept my faith in love
It’s the greatest thing from the man above
The game I used to play
I’ve always put my cards upon the table
Let it never be said that I’d be unstable

It was just my imagination x3

There is a game I like to play
I like to hit the town on friday night
And stay in bed until sunday
We’ll always be this free
We will be living for the love we have
Living not for reality

It was just my inagination x8

Muse tickets

unfucking believable guys it's finally here, i have my ticket, anyone interested? this is probably the even of the year, for me that is...

Muse - Standing Tickets
Wembley Stadium, Middlesex, UK
Sat 16 Jun 2007, 14:45
Price £37.50

Today has been a weird day,I felt so depressed this morn didn't want to get out of bed. Eventually did and decided go to the Worlds End Pub to have a few drinks and met some would say wierd but odd people who in their own way re-assured me that everything will be okay. Sometimes thats all it take to uplift ones spirit, to have a stranger put faith in you. After that everything did feel okay accompanied by a sense of calm, Haven't felt this way in such a long time you know for once I'm not constantly responsible for another person, just me this time round...what a relief...meaningless human relations are so much of hard work and it is to no end or appreciation that is...im of to have a fatty see you on the flipside

day you want to forget

I need some clarity on shyt,feels like things have stopped for me...don't know where i am nemore, not sure what to do with myself, im sure its in the post though.

ARTIST: Coldplay
SONG : The Scientist

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions,
Oh lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, Comin' up Tails
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.

Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessin' at numbers and figures,
Pulling your puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start.
Runnin' in circles, Chasin' up Tails
Comin' back as we are

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.

I'm goin' back to the start.

Choose life?

Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on Sunday night. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourselves. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons.

What do you choose?
Not easy init?

Feel like shyt

too tired to think, but yesturday i was reminded of my past, some briliant bits and some painfull bits...but it was good to be reminded i kinda forgot who i was for a moment...fuck
aint life a bitch.

St Paddy's Day

don't you just love Cyanide and Happiness
Thought of the day
"You Can not Sedate Everything you Hate" - Manson



thank the irish for this day, well im off to get trashed so speak to you guys tomorrow, be at THE UNDERWORLD if anyone is intersted

The weekend is here

Atleast its friday, nothing much to say, a bit stoned...london well its london what else can you say, good to be here though. Miss friends back at home such a diff atmosphere here, miss my house, my cats, and yes my ex as well. she's a pretty briliant person...no respect lost

speak to you guys tomorow

WAR?

Whats with the war a destruction. Creation has taken a backseat to war and natural disasters. we are slowly wiping ourselves out. Its all out war! Everywhere you look that is, but, fuck one good thing about war is movies about war like 300...what a fucking wicked movie



300 is a fantasy tale based on the Battle of Thermophylae in which 300 Spartans led by the fierce King Leonidas made a heroic stand against the overwhelming Persian army commanded by Xerxes (Rodrigo Santoro, unrecognizable as the larger-than-life, pierced and golden androgynous creature). Leonidas’ refusal to bow down to Xerxes sets the events in motion, with the Spartan 300 ready to willingly giving up their lives in order to keep Sparta free from the clutches of Xerxes and his invading horde. A must see.....

View the trailer here
http://www.apple.com/trailers/wb/300/trailer1/large.html

Love lost

i heard this song today that got me thinking bout lost friends and family, how do you get over feeling guilty for ones death or loss? the sad thing about it is that that the biggest part of life, Death. Is there anything else to life. Without loss the will be no change. All we do is constantly replace thing, people, money , what ever it might be. And pain come in when some you did want replaced is.....
We keep living the same moments evryday, sometimes it feels soooooo pointless. But you when



ARTIST : The Fray
SONG : How to save a life


Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let there be light

Is this seat taken?

Nothing much to say, hungover, spent some time with the fam. Flight to london is finally sorted out, so yeah... monday. its a bit hectic trying to start like from scratch again..

if you haven't heard the band give it a listen fucking brilliant


MUSE -: http://muse.mu/index.php

Fuck What now

Sitting outside UNISA, watching people go on with their bizz wondering what the fuck just happened. You know, just being fresh out of a long relationship, doesn’t do wonders for you outlook on life trust me. Everything around me feels as though it falling apart. But does anything really fall apart? Or is it that we’re just not happy with the arb changes that go on everyday lives…well what ever it, it’s fuck frustrating… got coked up last night so that doesn’t help as well. But hey if you take a second and breath you’ll see how beautiful this used feeling actually is, like seeing the sun rise for the first time, or having your first orgasm DIRTY YET FUCKING BEAUTIFUL. Kinda reminds me of a Greenday song


ARTIST : Greenday
SONG : Brain Stew




I'm having trouble trying to sleep
I'm counting sheep but running out
As time ticks by
And still I try
No rest for crosstops in my mind

On my own... here we go

My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is numb
freaked up and spun out in my room

On my own... here we go

My mind is set on overdrive
The clock is laughing in my face
A crooked spine
My sense dulled
Passed the point of delerium

On my own... here we go

My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is numb
freaked up and spun out in my room

On my own... here we go

it all begins or so i thought

So today was supposed to be the start of a new life for me but as luck has it my trip has being postponed due to me being kicked off my flight to London, if things weren’t fucked up enough, what a moment of what now, i was lucky a friend hooked me up (thanks for that bro) so neways shit happens thought init. so what else can one do but have a party... at least it was with a gud friend. Looks like its gonna be a long weekend…

Thought of the Day
“Life sucks get over it, what else can you do?’