itS bEen mORe liKe a cOUple oF MonThS........

Yes im back and ill bee here for a while so speak to you guys soon.......its good to be back

ARTIST : System Of A Down
SONG : Lonely Day Lyrics

Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
This day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
A day that Ill never miss
Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you

Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Life

Such a lonely day
And its mine
A day that I'm glad I survived

me..........

i have been so detatched from the rest of the world lately, my girlfriwnd, familly, friends and jod situation but i guess i just need to lighten up that sould help shouldnt it....but ill be back soon...

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

tRuth.......

The beauty of life is that everything has its place be it small or big, but in actually fact even the smallest place influences the the bigger things. our influence on people known or unknown is so vast that we could never keep tract of it, so in essence nothing you do really matters cause it matters so much, hence the reason we find relationships and interaction with people cause that gives us some sort of direction to what we decide matters to us, i know i'm not really making much of a point here, but ill get there soon. love, hate, pain, despair are all parts of life that can never be avoided. there is no right and wrong only truth and even with truth we decide the extent to which that truth is true to use...i guess all i'm trying to say is don't pre-determine the future but instead experience it as it happens,

if you take the time at the end of today and list all the new experiences you have had, be it the smallest of things, you'd realise how much you have actually lived on a mundane day like today..........[SeTh]

Let mERCy cOMe........

In this farewell, There’s no blood, There’s no alibi. 'Cause I’ve drawn regret, From the truth, Of a thousand lies. So let mercy come, And wash away… What I’ve Done. I’ll face myself, To cross out what I’ve become. Erase myself, And let go of what I've done. Put to rest, What you thought of me. While I clean this slate, With the hands, Of uncertainty. So let mercy come, And wash away… What I’ve Done. I’ll face myself, To cross out what I’ve become. Erase myself, And let go of what I've done. For What I’ve Done I start again, And whatever pain may come. Today this ends, I’m forgiving what I’ve done. I’ll face myself, To cross out what I’ve become. Erase myself, And let go of what I’ve done. What I’ve done. Forgiving What I’ve Done.

jUst CuRiOuS............

WHAT INSPIRES YOU?

f#ck WoNderLaNd.......(aLice?)

fLip rEAlIty........

a million stars in the sky
a million answers to a question no one knows
i feel a world away from everyone
isolated and dragged down
sitting in the shadows watching others
wanting something more
loved and adored
but ugliness is in me....twisting things
paranoid illusions making me this way
i need to hide...cant let them see me
sometimes i run,
but there’s nowhere to go...
so i create an alternate reality...
wanna come see?...............[SeTh]

diSiNtEgRaTiOn.........

bLoOd & fLeSh.........

My life is art untainted by reality
blood the paint and flesh canvas
knives are paintbrushes in my fingers
i pick away at it
like a scab that never heals
burning in my brain
are the images unknown
that im trying to create
how it should really be(to me that is)
monsterous distorted deformed
beauty to be seen
i wash the blood from my hands
and tighten my stiches
my work is done.......[SeTh]

MiRiCLe.........

jiMmY bOy's fiRSt SWiMmiNg LeSsOn........